Wednesday, December 31, 2008

New Year...

please...
if you dont want to give me hopes...
then dont...
but if u are ready to try something...
then im here.
but please dont play around with feelings.
cause it sucks..
i dont think i can play your game.
cause i know i would lose.
new year...
fun..
entertaining...
frustrating...
missing...

Thursday, December 25, 2008

stop it..your wish is my command

your wish is my command.
maybe you dont realise it.
but your way of doing "things" are like giving people hopes.
without you realizing,
people are falling.
and you expect them to just stop falling?
i understand that you are trying to be safe.
i respect that.
its good to be careful.
but you shouldn't be so scared of something new.
you should "try" something new.
but yeah...try with some one that you have feelings for.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Pushing it away.

i felt like u are pushing me away.
i told u my answer is stay.
i would not run away.
"finish what ever that you are doing"
when theres a start theres an end.
im not going to stop in the middle and just leave it like that.
im going to stay.
its up to u to run away.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

something is coming back

i couldn't sleep thinking of her.
felt like something is coming over.
it freaks me out at first.
thinking what could happen.
but i was actually happy.
fliping back to memories.
the feeling is coming back to me.
'what if'. 'try'.
hope it will make a different this time.
should i stay?
or should i run away?
i choose my answer,
stay.

Friday, December 12, 2008

its been a long time since i post.
haha..
well....

i miss you..
yes i do..
everyday i went down back to memory lane,
its always about you.
together with you i miss..
so in love with each other but why end up like this?
to wait for you is a lie..
but if you come back to me yes i think i could fly.
even though the love is gone....
always remember....
my hands in yours.....

Sunday, October 26, 2008

ballet for adeline..1 song could change my day.

i miss you..
all i do..
but what can i do?.
things are different now..
finally.
i wont disturb you anymore more..
i wont give you problems..
i wont annoy you..
i wont make you sad..
i wont make you cry..
im sure you are happy living your life right now.
well i am not that happy..
but my friends are slowly changing it for me.
but sometimes i miss you..
sometimes i looked back to the video.
it helps me a lot..
enjoy your life..
good luck in life..

Sunday, October 19, 2008

good bye =)

things wouldn't be the same..
good bye..
but something in my heart just would not let it go.
=)..
what if...
i wouldn't think you would believe in it..
=).

Friday, October 17, 2008

Even if i say that i wounldn't wait for you..
Even if i say i don't love you...
non of that is true...
its a a phrase to make me feel better.
i was fill with anger..
and i know i should't had that anger.
because i was tired waiting for you.
but i can never forget about you.
cause you are the best thing that had happen to me in a long time..
you know ill wait for you.
you know how much i love you..
i know you cant except me...
i respect your decision.
but from what you wrote......from all those words...
i can see that you have something but you still hiding it...
follow your heart.


Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, ,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
fills me with desire,
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

if you would tell me earlier,
if you would at least give me a sign,
things would be just fine.
but you kept pulling your self back,
left me holding on.
keep telling your self not to fall,
but actually you are falling.
im confused by you.
it hurts.
when things are not meant to be,
then its just not meant to be.
i accept that...

Friday, October 3, 2008

=).
3/10/08
i shall remember...
she played the piano....she's AWESOME!...
ballet for adeline....
=)
that song reminds me of her...the way she plays it...its like she really really into the piano...she actually made me smile when she plays it..haha....she's good...and now i couldn't stop listening to that song...haha...
because of that........
she made my day...
thank you..
=)...
"not a million fight can make me hate you.. ur invincible"
that the best thing...she can make me smile even though im not in a mood....
she can also spoil my mood!..
hahahaha..
=P...
anyways..
that's it...
really had a good day..
thanks (u know who u are)
=)...
F**A
=P

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Hey!. we meet again!
muahaha..
xP.
its been quite a long time..
hmm...
things been going a bit crazy..here and there..but..everything's cool.
starting my class on the 18th.. luckily Hakim is there..haha..
just broke up..haiya..sad story ah..ish ish ish.. seems that shes moving on.. so should i..
what to do..people don't want..what can we do. (orang dah tak nak..ape kite boleh buat.)
=P...
shes a nice girl though.
but..u know..hehe...something big is coming.
>=D...
haha..
ok2.. i should stop writing..callobette..
next time i got time i write k...

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

xP

Finally.. Applied for college..
KDU looks cool...
hahahaha...
owh yeah...
the best thing today is...
I got to know with a Portugis chick...
shes damm cute...
xP..
anyway...thats it for today...
the rest was boring..
-.-"

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

O_o....

Just woke up...really2 tired...
really2 bored...no sisters to irritate...
=(...mom is making noise about going to college..
chill la mom...i want to enjoy first..haha...hmm...
anyway...ill take a shower first..haha..
x)

Monday, June 30, 2008

King and Queen.

Munir the Cute.

and Izzah the Mak Datin.

Favorite Rockstar.

Iffat Abdul Latif

What makes him a rockstar:
1. Stylo
2. Cool
3. Girl's asset (nice ass!) *no, im not gay. dont worry! ;)
4. Stupidly funny

hoho! ;)

yes!...xP..first post..wohoho...
xP..
urmm... urmmm...
haih...ntah lah labu..
Owh yeah...
Spain won... I won DUNHILL 40...
hahahaha... Germany sucks!..
hahaha..
Hartamas was awesome!...x)...
Germany chicks were hot!.. x)
hahaha....