ballet for adeline..1 song could change my day.

i miss you..
all i do..
but what can i do?.
things are different now..
finally.
i wont disturb you anymore more..
i wont give you problems..
i wont annoy you..
i wont make you sad..
i wont make you cry..
im sure you are happy living your life right now.
well i am not that happy..
but my friends are slowly changing it for me.
but sometimes i miss you..
sometimes i looked back to the video.
it helps me a lot..
enjoy your life..
good luck in life..

good bye =)

things wouldn't be the same..
good bye..
but something in my heart just would not let it go.
=)..
what if...
i wouldn't think you would believe in it..
=).

Even if i say that i wounldn't wait for you..
Even if i say i don't love you...
non of that is true...
its a a phrase to make me feel better.
i was fill with anger..
and i know i should't had that anger.
because i was tired waiting for you.
but i can never forget about you.
cause you are the best thing that had happen to me in a long time..
you know ill wait for you.
you know how much i love you..
i know you cant except me...
i respect your decision.
but from what you wrote......from all those words...
i can see that you have something but you still hiding it...
follow your heart.

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, ,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
fills me with desire,
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

if you would tell me earlier,
if you would at least give me a sign,
things would be just fine.
but you kept pulling your self back,
left me holding on.
keep telling your self not to fall,
but actually you are falling.
im confused by you.
it hurts.
when things are not meant to be,
then its just not meant to be.
i accept that...

=).
3/10/08
i shall remember...
she played the piano....she's AWESOME!...
ballet for adeline....
=)
that song reminds me of her...the way she plays it...its like she really really into the piano...she actually made me smile when she plays it..haha....she's good...and now i couldn't stop listening to that song...haha...
because of that........
she made my day...
thank you..
=)...
"not a million fight can make me hate you.. ur invincible"
that the best thing...she can make me smile even though im not in a mood....
she can also spoil my mood!..
hahahaha..
=P...
anyways..
that's it...
really had a good day..
thanks (u know who u are)
=)...
F**A
=P