New Year...

please...

if you dont want to give me hopes...

then dont...

but if u are ready to try something...

then im here.

but please dont play around with feelings.

cause it sucks..

i dont think i can play your game.

cause i know i would lose.

new year...

fun..

entertaining...

frustrating...

missing...

stop it..your wish is my command

your wish is my command.

maybe you dont realise it.

but your way of doing "things" are like giving people hopes.

without you realizing,

people are falling.

and you expect them to just stop falling?

i understand that you are trying to be safe.

i respect that.

its good to be careful.

but you shouldn't be so scared of something new.

you should "try" something new.

but yeah...try with some one that you have feelings for.

Pushing it away.

i felt like u are pushing me away.

i told u my answer is stay.

i would not run away.

"finish what ever that you are doing"

when theres a start theres an end.

im not going to stop in the middle and just leave it like that.

im going to stay.

its up to u to run away.

something is coming back

i couldn't sleep thinking of her.

felt like something is coming over.

it freaks me out at first.

thinking what could happen.

but i was actually happy.

fliping back to memories.

the feeling is coming back to me.

'what if'. 'try'.

hope it will make a different this time.

should i stay?

or should i run away?

i choose my answer,

stay.

its been a long time since i post.
haha..
well....

i miss you..
yes i do..
everyday i went down back to memory lane,
its always about you.
together with you i miss..
so in love with each other but why end up like this?
to wait for you is a lie..
but if you come back to me yes i think i could fly.
even though the love is gone....
always remember....
my hands in yours.....